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[Dec. 22nd, 2007|01:04 am] |
Haven't posted for so long...yahhhh
not much to say really...
Happy holidays /break to everyone out there you does celebrate a specific holiday this season
I love winter, its the best season for me.
Bye bye and see you later <3 |
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| personality quiz |
[Jun. 18th, 2007|04:45 pm] |
| You Are An INTP | 
The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.
Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.
At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.
How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded
When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic |
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| XD |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|09:37 am] |
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| You Are 50% Normal | 
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
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| GLOBAL WARMING |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|04:15 pm] |
Well I SENSE GLOBAL WARMING!!!
not sunny yet extremely HOT! curse greedy humans destroying the enviroment and melting the ice burges are oil drilling...and soon will cause an extinction for the poor pooor POLOR BEARS because ppl will destroy..or already have destroyed their habitate...=(
Saw THE LAKE HOUSE on friday...one of the most cutest romance-ish movies i've ever seen a romance movie w/out mushyy lame parts ^__^ its a sweet story and yehh Keanu Reeves rocks and Sandra Bullock is cool i like her ^__^
emm...hopfully i'll get some ideas for drawing my normal couples ( rikusora , axelroxas, ...etc..) wish me luck. |
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| Graduation |
[Jun. 22nd, 2006|04:08 pm] |
IN ONE HOUR!!!
well i must be at school at 5 pm. Right now its barely 4. WOW
excited but then at the same time a bit pissed off
oh worried !!!
haven't heard from my friend momo at all....=( if you get this message TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU!!!
never came on yesterday...i know its something..bad...well HUGGGG HUG HUGHUGHUG i hope you are still oki...i wish you luck. Wish me luck too for i am about to leave for grad. |
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| Tiredness Summer and Driving |
[Jun. 19th, 2006|11:57 pm] |
Well in a few more days i will be leaving high school forever. I dread going to graduation though..feel so pointless...
its going to be summer vacation soon and...looking forward to a stress free summer but things seem so very ...unlikely..and somewhat getting bored..
i wish final fantasy 12 would come out this while i'm just starting vacation...
rumors say...its in october eghh....WHY SO LATE
and why .....just when i have school.
i'm 18 already...should've learnt how to drive earlier..still dont know how and still haven't gotten my permit yet...i need ...practice ...hopfully i will bring myself to go take that darn test so i can get driving soon...i hope to learn soon so that i can have more practice. my parents won't let me drive by myself until i've driven for a year or two.
i hope that i can past the driving test first try and not have to go again and again so i'm hoping to do well and practice real hard. My dad will be my instructor and i also need the licensed instructor too but hehe they are never really any good...most just wants money and don't really teach you anything...thats what happened to my mom..took her...6 years almost to actually drive get her license...cuz dumbass guy sucks and was teaching her the wrong things so she would fail and hire him again for lessons...egh..she almost gave up for a while ...so process took 6 years.
thats when we discovered home taught is the best. Dad is a good driver...well strong..so i'm hoping i can drive like him and drive well soon.
bye for now...things are complicated these days. |
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| Hello ! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2006|02:59 pm] |
Today is June 2...three more days til my Birthday. I will be 18 wow...feeling old.
I am pretty excited but its not like cuz i'm going to be 18 or anything just the fact that my birhday is coming and yeh just fun i guess...
I am glad that its the weekend now...been a tiresome week and pretty boring cuz nothing new comes up.
I am restarting Kingdom Hearts 2 again. Last time i played on beginners mode hheheh but this time i'm going to try proud mode.
Roxas is really cool..mainly i restarted just because i want to see ROxas and Axel hehe.
i am eating instant noodles now...added too much extra food so...literally bit off MOre than i can chew..eghh...feel sick now but its TASTES GOOD!
not much akame...for me to see and nothing new...so basically i am very bored right now...been bored lately...wish i had something interesting to do with my life.
Umm thats it i guess ..talk to you later journal. |
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| Boredom |
[May. 29th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
BOREDOM cuz of HW hehe well actually it makes me feel proud that i got myself to do it in the first place.
feeling much better from depression before and now feeling lots of love for family __ mommie, daddie, sis, lil auntie, plushies...etc
though we are in a heap of trouble w/ money and junk cuz parents working lots and not getting much and w/ paying tuition of college for sis and me this next school year life gonna get crazy ...i think...if things gets really bad i will try try try and grow up and stop being a baby under mama's wings and get a job to earn extra money...scary to think ahhhhh i don't work well w/ ppl maining not good at sucking up/force smiles all day for customers/anything..to do w/ dealing w/ ppl...ahhhhhh but i must learn...
oh yes and expenses parents have to go through...for my bday coming up next month not to mention our shopping bills already over the roof for our own sake...ahhhhh i just CAN"T SAY NO TO CLOTHES AND NICE LOOKING THINGS OH WHY... and not only me..though we all just spends...XO eghhh....
falling off cliff to poorer proverty heheh is that possible...sadly yes...well off i go w/ my rants just bored...now...and trying to type up all my work. |
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| SAdness |
[May. 28th, 2006|11:54 pm] |
Depression...but honestly i am not emo...just feeling a bit down..cuz ppl are making me sad.
Sigh...seems like this is the only i do these days. I am a person of lots of insecurities. I was really glad that i was happy for sometime..then...once again...when i had a happier prespective of life...ppl just put me down with either their jealousy, bitterness, evilness, or..whatever. why do ppl enjoy hurting others? i suppose they find it really fun and really it makes it soooo much fuckin better for themselves when they crush other's happiness. Yes...WELL sorry for being happy...but...i don't get happy that often ...thanks a lot...fuckers.
it seem as though i sound like those emo ppl complaining about life and not really treasuring things in front of me but thats not true...i treasure everything that God gives, everything my parents give to me and sacrifice for me and everything i can find happiness in but i don't understand why people are so cruel...to be able to find joy in hurting me...to find anger when i'm happy ...well words to all of them...is...really i am not really a happy person inside...though when i smile ppl think i am just giddy/joyous/hyper....its probably at the moment, or...just a second there i found some happiness...honestly i would beg all of them..just stop......how is it ok when i have to be the one to show understanding..compassion and all those fucking shit....and its not ok when i'm mad or sad...well sorry i'm a fuckin human too so i do feel mad/pain/sadness...not that i'm a robot. Sorry that for once i'm not sad just for a second...sorry that i try to find things that make me happy and they don't ...sorry that life doesn't go ur way...not like i made ur life that way....so don't fuckin give me a hard time ...sorry for when i am happy about something...sorry that ppl aren't happy, sorry for ever finding happiness...oh yeh and thanks for hurting me and thanks for taking away the happiness that i've tried really hard to obtained...sorry that ppl would have to hurt me cuz i honestly don't see how /why/ have not heart to hurt others...sorry for this is my honest feelings that i harbor for so long...honestly...i'm not really such a happy person so...just please world/ppl stop letting me down, stop hurting me because honestly i never hurted you.
PS. to my family and ppl who support and love me and never ever say hurtful things to me and those who always listens and never complain...even when my problems are not even as great as urs...i love you all very much with all my heart and i wish i could honestly honestly pay back all ur love, care, and support with oceans of love and care back . I really love you because of you guys are the ones who give me a lot of the happiness i can find in this world. |
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| sometimes i wonder about akame |
[May. 8th, 2006|11:13 pm] |
It's a phase of akame obsession I am going through. I was once again dayly routine looking through pics of akame and i just wonder do they share clothes sometimes it looks like they have the same boots/shoes/pants....not many but some.
just curious akame obsessed fangirl here hehehe i need sleep Xo friends been all telling me i'm crazy. |
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| crazyness |
[May. 8th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
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When...i think i notice too many details sometimes
i was looking thru some pictures of kame and found one they took of him while on the set of nobuta and kame was reading/looking through a magazine at first i got mad cuz in the magazine it was a picture of some person and i thought it was a girlll or something but then...(forgive me JIN for i did not regocnize you) it was JIN cuz i later was looking thru pictures of jin after and found THE picture of jin in kame's magazine so i was like WAHhhh kame was looking at jin's pic in a magazine how niceee ....( unless i am yet again fooled by some clever manipulation pics of akame hehe but if. IF only i can post the two pics to showw so that perhaps ppl would get a lil akame happiness and believe me not that anyone has NOT believed me cuz i haven't talked to anyone on LJ about this discovery yet , but yet again i have no idea how i can post images. |
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| Old clip of KAme's birthday |
[Apr. 26th, 2006|02:44 pm] |
just rewatched an old clip of when jin and kame was doing Gokusen 2 and it was kame's birthday!!!
representing Kattun JIn gave kame a basket of flowers and his face was so GIDDY!! CUTE !!! he looked so happy giving away flower and kame looked happpy getting it (especially from JIN hehehehe hmmm i wonder..AKAME!!!) the loveeely smilesss both looked happy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc5xg-gHeQ4&search=kame |
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| KAme- fandom!!! |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|09:26 pm] |
starting to fall in love w/ kame more than anything ever....
looking on youtube at his videos and solos and perfs. in which i never thought i would watch.
i simply adore his face ...i was telling my friend that if i get marry expect to see my future husband to look exactly--to somewhat similar to kame hehhee ...hard to find damn it who knows i think i probably never will get marry cuz no one will be as good as squall, kame, jin, or cloud.. and ryuhei matsuda ...ahhh I want kame!!! BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY AKAMEEEEE rather than just me wanting kame i want jin x kame love. |
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| Gokusen 2 |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|04:33 pm] |
finally i am able to find some gokusen 2 eps to watch on youtube w/ english subs
akame loveeeee hehehe too bad it was a while ago...=( but still good in there jin and kame are like always together so sweet ALWAYSSSS together....i was shocked its like while hayato and ryu's friends go have crushes on girls they have crushes on each other sooo sweet i loveee lovee loveeee it, plus gokusen is pretty funny. |
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| akame radar 2 |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:02 am] |
heheh i think i'm just a nutcase....
also the fact that i was akame deprived for two days starting to see things hehehe
http://youtube.com/watch?v=SPBLg5nEwC4&search=Kat-tun
this...just looks to me like kame is soo staring at jin and then when jin noticed he pretends he wasn't starring...happens about ...three or more times...but then again hehe i treat this like a fanfic hehe ...stupid fangirl me. |
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| MY TRIP |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|11:26 pm] |
well went on a trip to northern cali from thursday to today...to visit san fransico , santa cruz and san jose. Trip was great but really missed AKAME, kattun, and my computer where i can get resourses on akame XO.
also miss my friends but anyways wasn't so long i suppose cuz well...just the fact that i couldn't get access on internet made me anxious for akame news...hehe obsessed girl that i am...wahhh |
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| AKAME radar! |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
I watched this clip where each of the kat-tun boys have to try to hit the baseball from this machine, and kame was the only one who did it twice. i saw this several times and today i watched it again and noticed more akame than i did before. JIN happily cheered on Kame along w/ the rest of kat-tun, the cheering on *from jin=)* made Kame smile really big ^__^ more to me his smile looked so sincere.
here is clip:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=AObDHUKjAhg |
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